Okay today is better than yesterday.
The first proper cup of tea in months. Does the soul good.
don’t sit in your pajamas and reblog posts about how you wish you could be pretty and confident, just do it. Get up early so you can do your hair and makeup all nice for school, flirt with the boys and let them come to you, say “thank you” instead of “no i’m not” when someone calls you pretty, fake that fucking confidence until it’s real, do you understand me? Now go own that red lipstick.
TAKE THIS ADVICE GUYS ITS THE BEST THING YOU COULD EVER DO FOR YOUR SELF CONFIDENCE
do you ever hear a line in a song and it’s just so painfully clever you just sit there in shock for the remainder of the song
To the fella over there with the hella good hair why dontcha come on over here and we can shake it
Oh baby you’re a classic like a little black dress
Do you understand how amazing it is to hear that from an adult? Do you know how amazing it is to hear that from anybody? It’s one of the simplest sentences in the world, just four words, but they’re the four hugest words in the world when they’re put together.
You can do it.
"Don’t wear a hoodie if you don’t want to be mistaken for a criminal and shot."
"Don’t get drunk at a party if you don’t want to be sexually assaulted."
"Don’t argue with a cop if you don’t want to get killed."
"Don’t walk home by yourself if you don’t want to get raped."
Victim blaming 101: Everyone should live in fear from ever doing anything.
Will i ever find a job that i enjoy
It’s the last night of my vacation and it’s really lovely. Just me and The Boy sitting on my couch both on our laptops doing stuff. Sounds boring but I am enjoying it a lot. Today I had a really fucking awesome workout, a 30 min run (5K) on the treadmill and 55 minutes of chest, back and ab training in the gym. I wasn’t even supposed to workout for that long since I’ve cut my exercise routines to max 1 hour, but I was enjoying it so much that I just kept going and the time flew. So it’s fine!
Tomorrow I will start the last thing I have to do before graduating: on the job learning. I will work at a cosmetics shop for 10 weeks, and after that I am officially a cosmetologist! Honestly I feel kind of unmotivated to do it, because I feel like I could graduate already, but it’s the last thing and I will learn and gain experience from it so it’s okay. I will have a challenge on scheduling everything, since we work in shifts so my hours vary everyday. There’s band practice (we are recording in november so I have to be there), gym and of course I want to spend time with the boy and my friends.
I’ve planned stuff like this:
- Workout on the weekends and 2 days in the workweek, rather on days with evening shift
- Foodprep 2 per week, a big one on Sunday and a small one on wednesday
- only plan 1 thing per day besides work on workweek
- listen to my mind and my body: if things get too stressful, stop doing something
This way I hope shit will end up okay and I’ll survive. I am going to buy a calendar so I can write things down so I don’t end up with too much to do.
I am also starting the Sugarfree September tomorrow and I was happy to see that few of you wanted to do it with me! I was thinking we could do like a KIK-group or Facebook group for it? Hit me up if you are interested, askbox is open!
its a shame that in 6 or so billion years, any and all existence on earth will be wiped out by the sun’s expansion, and it’s almost scary to think about how even now the sun continues to grow bigger and hotter, sexy and hotter let’s shut it down. pound the alarm